When I was at my lowest and totally hopeless, I decided to say fuck it. I'm not going to try to control anything. I don't want to be better. What happened next is exactly what I thought would happen. Things got worse. I got fatter, unhappy,…
Can't believe it's taken me this long to come across this method. Ever since I've found out about it, I've used it about three times already. And I only found out about it yesterday. The last time I ever used something even…
Do you know the feeling when you have a lot of energy, a lot of things you want to do but actually don't manage to do something with it? I'm just itching to do write some Zig code. The problem might be that I'm…
I'm getting quite uncomfortable because things are good. Which is strange I never thought would be a problem. It's not because I'm some sort of a masochist, it's just that I've come to enjoy challenging myself and I miss the…
I'm not entirely sure about this but, I have a feeling that another one of my projects might have failed. The signs have been there, either I did not want to see it or they are not there. I'm not a hundred percent sure, more like…
It's been a few days since I sat down to write anything. I'll be honest my routine had taken a small hit due to external circumstances. Today was a good change, managed to do a few things I normally do. I do enjoy my routine quite…
These apply to anywhere you are. I've heard that location determines to a great degree, your success. Yesterday I had the realization that, believing this has been setting me back. I was blown away by how much a company I have been contracting for was making. In the…
Mostly it's in my own head. Mostly around my befuddlement of why people are the way they are. Not all, but quite a lot. The worse part is that I know it's pointless (to complain). Even worse is some of these realizations only came to me…