Some stuff
I believe anything can be learned. I'd like to learn how to build stuff for myself. I'm a big fan of finding out one small thing you can do to put yourself in the right direction. So after a quick Claude check, I've come…
I think I found a great use case for tests
For the longest time I've been going back and forth when it comes to test. Mostly because most of the time I'm testing a subset of the program. But as I have been working on building a compiler, I did not even realize that I'…
What a loser.
A meditation on the author by the author written down for the author This is what I think of myself deep down. This is the foundation on which I've try to build my castle on. I think I am a worthless piece of shit. I've tried…
Pushing through | Mind & body
Yesterday was a lesson and a half. Woke up feeling like absolute garbage and anxious as hell. No idea why. I decided to try something different this time. I decided to do what I need to do anyway. It was a good decision. I'll be candid, I only…
Training in hard mode
I'll be honest today has been filthy and it's only 0640 is the fucking morning. Yet I'm taking on a new challenge. To show up despite it. A day when I absolutely don't feel like doing anything. I want to see if…
Reminder to self, do the simplest thing you can
Some lessons in life just take a lot of tries to get through my thick head. It's fucking hilarious. This morning I was thinking why is it so hard to act. To do the things I want to do. Yea, you heard that right, things I want to…
How quickly can I get back up?
It all started on Monday. Which started out fucking awesome to be honest. It was all fine till I decided to Engineer a problem. Strangely enough it's something I've come to grips with in the past and have a solid understanding of why it happens and…
A time for manufacturing disasters
Disclaimer for anyone else reading this. Most of these ramblings I write to help me think through things, an observation I made, or just an insight I've had. I write these as a reminder or notes to myself in the future. In case I loose my way. These…