Of all my fears this one is my favorite. It pushes me to be better. It's what makes me want to tackle harder problems, especially ones just beyond my reach. Just as I was typing this I've realized the best way for me to get better at more things is to be public about them. The more I know that other experts might be looking into it, which sometimes they are. The better I want to be.
I know what it is that I want to talk about more. It's about me building my business. It's just the logical thing to do. The one time I've been found out to be not as good as I thought I was, it led the biggest growth to this day. My old self is only a shell of a person I am today. Granted the road was rocky as fuck but it's made me a better person in hindsight. It does not matter if the ones providing the judgement are better or worse than myself. I am grateful for the time they taken to provide one. It's a gift that hides itself in plain sight. It's only hidden by shame or ego. I'm welcoming it. I want to be more public about the things I do at my own detriment. To learn more about myself through other humans. Some are going to be just plain wrong and mean for the sake of it, even better. I can sharpen my resilience. Most people are inherently good. Even when they are mean at the moment, most people don't mean it. Most people.