When I start of something new or something uncomfortable, I've come to find that the reason I procrastinate is the discomfort of the unknown. I feel it in my bones, it feels like a waste of time and soon I feel like a waste of time. None of…
It fills me with pride to think how much I've grown. This would have been demoralizing and heart breaking to me in the past. It has been this time too. But not enough to break me. I have the wisdom of experience, to know where the road to…
You know how you know certain things and just as easily when you need it the most you are blind to it? That's been my last two weeks. Luckily my past self left some subtle reminders for me. I came across it, exactly when I needed it the…
This morning like most of my morning for the past couple of weeks I have been waking up with a dread. The thought of having to do this forever, just scares the living shit out of me. Mostly because even after a couple months of waking up at 0400, it…
Swift is actually quite intuitive and has a lot in common with Zig and Golang syntactically. Therefore been a lot easier to pick up than I imagined. Although I'm not a huge fan of the error handling, at least the bits I've seen so far. I&…
Playing a sport is one of the best ways to learn new things about yourself. The best part is that it's just play. Last nights badminton did not disappoint. I've been quite intrigued by this idea of being present more often during the day. It'…
After a couple of years of not writing any React I decided to give React Native a shot. I used Cursor to create a prototype to see how viable this would be. It was all great, till I made the mistake of looking at the codebase. To be fair to…
Just an idea that I just had as I've been working through the temporary frustration from the perceived lack of progress. I've decided to switch perspectives a little bit. Instead of expecting the frustrations to go away, I'm going to go on the offensive.…