Quite surprised about this myself. Initially I thought it would be quite nerve-wracking to be in front of a camera, maybe from past experience, but this feels a little bit easier. It's also maybe the fact that no one was watching. Had my first follower today, totally missed…
Revised Text As promised to myself a few days ago, I’ve done my first stream. It lasted just under an hour and wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be. I turned off all chats and told nobody about it. I thought it might be good to…
A few days ago I made myself a promise that I would start streaming by the 15th of March 2025. That's three days from today. I've got all the external things prepared like the webcam, mic and I even got a cheap light so that the…
fortitude /ˈfôrdəˌto͞od/ noun courage in pain or adversity The XY problem according to Wikipedia: The XY problem is a communication problem encountered in help desk, >technical support, software engineering, or customer service situations >where the question is about an end user's attempted solution (X) rather…
When I was at my lowest and totally hopeless, I decided to say fuck it. I'm not going to try to control anything. I don't want to be better. What happened next is exactly what I thought would happen. Things got worse. I got fatter, unhappy,…
Can't believe it's taken me this long to come across this method. Ever since I've found out about it, I've used it about three times already. And I only found out about it yesterday. The last time I ever used something even…
Do you know the feeling when you have a lot of energy, a lot of things you want to do but actually don't manage to do something with it? I'm just itching to do write some Zig code. The problem might be that I'm…
I'm getting quite uncomfortable because things are good. Which is strange I never thought would be a problem. It's not because I'm some sort of a masochist, it's just that I've come to enjoy challenging myself and I miss the…