Training in hard mode

By Cijin Cherian in Daily on

I'll be honest today has been filthy and it's only 0640 is the fucking morning. Yet I'm taking on a new challenge. To show up despite it. A day when I absolutely don't feel like doing anything. I want to see if…

How quickly can I get back up?

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It all started on Monday. Which started out fucking awesome to be honest. It was all fine till I decided to Engineer a problem. Strangely enough it's something I've come to grips with in the past and have a solid understanding of why it happens and…

A time for manufacturing disasters

By Cijin Cherian in Daily on

Disclaimer for anyone else reading this. Most of these ramblings I write to help me think through things, an observation I made, or just an insight I've had. I write these as a reminder or notes to myself in the future. In case I loose my way. These…

The great in between

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Most life I feel like is just traveling. We're always going somewhere, away from who we are and once we get far enough back to who we are. It's not a complaint, it's just an observation. Yet this in between stage is the one…

Can I be happy now?

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Believe it or not, I'm scared of being happy. It's a belief that without the pain or discomfort I will loose my drive to achieve the things that I want to. When I type this out, it sounds fucking insane. Yet it is true. It'…

Throw out a timeline

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TLDR; What I'm trying to say in fewer words and better articulated version here. Saw it as soon as I finished writing. I've been thinking about this a lot in the last few days. Once I've set a direction for myself and ignore any…

The case of the missing bits

By Cijin Cherian in Daily on

This morning I spent about an hour or so trying to find out where I've lost a couple of my bytes. Lost, skipped, or forgotten? I'm not really sure. All I know is, they are not where I expected them to be. Such are the troubles…