The great in between
Most life I feel like is just traveling. We're always going somewhere, away from who we are and once we get far enough back to who we are. It's not a complaint, it's just an observation. Yet this in between stage is the one…
It's all just Arrays
I'm a fairly new programmer as I've only been doing this for about five or so years now. Which in my book is still just early phases of programming. I'm still a baby when it comes to programming. So take what I say with…
Can I be happy now?
Believe it or not, I'm scared of being happy. It's a belief that without the pain or discomfort I will loose my drive to achieve the things that I want to. When I type this out, it sounds fucking insane. Yet it is true. It'…
Throw out a timeline
TLDR; What I'm trying to say in fewer words and better articulated version here. Saw it as soon as I finished writing. I've been thinking about this a lot in the last few days. Once I've set a direction for myself and ignore any…
The case of the missing bits
This morning I spent about an hour or so trying to find out where I've lost a couple of my bytes. Lost, skipped, or forgotten? I'm not really sure. All I know is, they are not where I expected them to be. Such are the troubles…
The weekend context loss
I've been working on my compiler for the last month or so, maybe longer. I've lost track at this point. I'm having a lot of fun. For the first time since I started streaming in April I decided to take a break from streaming…
Cultivating the ultimate habit: The ability to let that which does not truly matter, slide
I've still got some major ones in me. A collection of useless, unwanted and distracting set of vestigial thoughts, feelings, and distractions. I shall address them one at a time. As I think the last few months have been leading to this ultimate goal. To let the truly…
I mostly never have stuff to write about
When I decided to write everyday (almost) about seven months ago, my very first excuse was, what am I even going to write about, every fucking day? This always means I don't have a title, really. If you think about it that's all there is. The…