Where is my f**king rainbow?
I swear this week has been hard. Or maybe I've realized how soft I am. Or both. Most likely the latter. Anywho, it's been quite a challenge, and at the same time it's showing me parts of me that I haven't had…
A lot of words to say nothing
It's just ugh, I'm dragging my feet around and it's only eight in the morning. But since I no longer watch YouTube, (yes I've made it to the second week) I have nothing else to do. Never realized that, when I'…
Refactoring me
Can't help but think like a programmer, cause I am one. It's what I love to do, more than the products I build, it's the act of building itself that gets me going. Fine, the end result also helps sometimes. So I can'…
Having fun with Cursor
For the past three weeks or so I've been enjoying using Cursor, words I'd never thought I'd utter. I've been mostly using it to do fun stuff on the side and some boilerplate stuff that I have to do on the daily…
Expecting quite a lot of disappointment | Does not make it easier
It's a tough bitch, this whole disappointment that comes despite the effort. Not just a starter problem I think, just the scale of it gets bigger. My initial reaction was consolation but then I stopped myself. Whats wrong with being disappointed at times? Does it just not mean…
Doing things for it's own sake
It was quite gradual, for the last three months or so I've been maintaining my project on a weekly basis, it was quite hard to show up and make some improvements even though no one asked for them. Yet I have to, it is my product, it is…
A monkey with a typewriter
I did not know there was whole theorem around it. Until just ten minutes ago, while I went on a wild goose chase of reading about our ancestors. It's pretty cool what can happen over a long enough timeline. It's called the Infinite monkey theorem and…
The second wind | Getting surprised by Cursor
Sometime the best thing to do is nothing. By nothing I mean, making no decisions about whether or not to continue or to quit, to change directions or stay the course. Last week and the week before that I was in a state of what should I do as if…