It's been a few days since I sat down to write anything. I'll be honest my routine had taken a small hit due to external circumstances. Today was a good change, managed to do a few things I normally do. I do enjoy my routine quite a bit. It gives me a sense of fulfillment and purpose. It's only been five days but I'm finding it quite hard to keep my thoughts together and each sentence is work. This is only after five days. I've just realized that I've been taking the progress that I've made in terms of putting words into this blog for granted. I'll be the first to admit most of the words are horse shit and make no sense at all. It's kind of the point for me. It's to help me process broken and incomplete ideas into from my head and make sense of it over a period of time.
I'll admit that first paragraph felt like a book. I was like, "hey I'm making some progress". Then I started this paragraph and realized that's only like five lines. Not sure why but I have been feeling a bit groggy for the last three or four weeks. The only thing that comes to mind is that my training has been on the inconsistent side. So that will the best thing I'd like to fix before entertaining other ideas.
Streaming?
Still considering streaming. Even though I don't have a lot to share, I feel like I should at least try. Share the little bit that I have to share. I've kinda taken a step in the right direction and ordered a mic arm. I'm super nervous about doing it, but it's also one of the reasons why I want to do it. In the beginning I will most definitely not be telling anyone about it. I'll probably start of by streaming some Zig stuff that I'm doing. Maybe even pick an ambitious project to do at some point. Or just record the journey of an okay programmer training to be a Chad. Not sure if I'll ever get there, but I'm willing to try for as long as I can.
Can't be arsed to proof read this today. I'm surprised I was able to put more than one sentence down.