A black sheep
I've been practicing being present, quite more than usual. As it's been a tough week or two. I've lost count at this point. Yet the cause of the pain has been the same. It's my mind drifting into the hypothetical, the future…
Dealing with the temporary frustration
Regardless of sounding like a broken record, and what might be the tenth time I refer to my favorite piece of writing. Yes, you guessed it. It's Coach Sommer's Email to Tim Ferris. I've been thinking about this a lot lately, mostly as I…
Where is my f**king rainbow?
I swear this week has been hard. Or maybe I've realized how soft I am. Or both. Most likely the latter. Anywho, it's been quite a challenge, and at the same time it's showing me parts of me that I haven't had…
A lot of words to say nothing
It's just ugh, I'm dragging my feet around and it's only eight in the morning. But since I no longer watch YouTube, (yes I've made it to the second week) I have nothing else to do. Never realized that, when I'…
Refactoring me
Can't help but think like a programmer, cause I am one. It's what I love to do, more than the products I build, it's the act of building itself that gets me going. Fine, the end result also helps sometimes. So I can'…
Having fun with Cursor
For the past three weeks or so I've been enjoying using Cursor, words I'd never thought I'd utter. I've been mostly using it to do fun stuff on the side and some boilerplate stuff that I have to do on the daily…
Expecting quite a lot of disappointment | Does not make it easier
It's a tough bitch, this whole disappointment that comes despite the effort. Not just a starter problem I think, just the scale of it gets bigger. My initial reaction was consolation but then I stopped myself. Whats wrong with being disappointed at times? Does it just not mean…
Doing things for it's own sake
It was quite gradual, for the last three months or so I've been maintaining my project on a weekly basis, it was quite hard to show up and make some improvements even though no one asked for them. Yet I have to, it is my product, it is…