The joys of despair

This is so strange, and it's happened to me three times this week. First, when I was working on making interfaces work in Zig, then while I was trying to test a complex piece of Go code for a client, and then today when I was trying to…

Invisibility is freeing

Most of the work I do goes unnoticed. For the longest time, I took it personally. At the same time, whenever I looked back at the work I put out there, most of it was just garbage. It's not a bad thing. It allowed me to evolve my…

My past does not matter

There is a kind of freedom in knowing that. I, like everyone else, have a past. If you're breathing and alive, you have a past. I've been holding on to these stories for too long, in the hope that maybe they make me special. All they…

Never thought I'd say this, but I miss errors

For the last month on stream I've been working on an embedded program. The first part of writing a display driver went down pretty smoothly, call it beginners luck or whatever but I was like, this is a lot of fun. Until I stumbled upon the ESP-01S, which…

A good idea or just spam?

I've just had an idea, maybe not just at this moment but maybe a few days ago. There are a shit tonne of things I've written about here. Some of them are quite brutally honest and some are just outright scary, when I think about someone…

Enjoy the ride | Late night ramblings

Before I begin, I have a tiny rant. For some fucking reason, Ghost has decided to put the markdown option at the bottom, and it bothers me. It used to be the second option, but now I have to scroll all the way down. Ugh, that's so petty.…

Wholesome day of streaming

Since I started streaming almost a month ago, today was by far the best day so far. I had forgotten how good it feels to have conversations with people interested in similar things as you. The last few minutes of the stream were spent just chatting with a couple of…