Disclaimer for anyone else reading this. Most of these ramblings I write to help me think through things, an observation I made, or just an insight I've had. I write these as a reminder or notes to myself in the future. In case I loose my way. These…
Most life I feel like is just traveling. We're always going somewhere, away from who we are and once we get far enough back to who we are. It's not a complaint, it's just an observation. Yet this in between stage is the one…
I'm a fairly new programmer as I've only been doing this for about five or so years now. Which in my book is still just early phases of programming. I'm still a baby when it comes to programming. So take what I say with…
Believe it or not, I'm scared of being happy. It's a belief that without the pain or discomfort I will loose my drive to achieve the things that I want to. When I type this out, it sounds fucking insane. Yet it is true. It'…
TLDR; What I'm trying to say in fewer words and better articulated version here. Saw it as soon as I finished writing. I've been thinking about this a lot in the last few days. Once I've set a direction for myself and ignore any…
This morning I spent about an hour or so trying to find out where I've lost a couple of my bytes. Lost, skipped, or forgotten? I'm not really sure. All I know is, they are not where I expected them to be. Such are the troubles…
I've been working on my compiler for the last month or so, maybe longer. I've lost track at this point. I'm having a lot of fun. For the first time since I started streaming in April I decided to take a break from streaming…
I've still got some major ones in me. A collection of useless, unwanted and distracting set of vestigial thoughts, feelings, and distractions. I shall address them one at a time. As I think the last few months have been leading to this ultimate goal. To let the truly…